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![]() "Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile.." ![]() Dear Gabrielle,
Put a slightly jaded, (nevertheless) hopeless romantic in the City of Love. Add a 'compulsory' love interest with the same brand of passion. What do you get? Fireworks.
It was incredibly romantic to walk along the tree-lined street of Champ Elysee, Gabe! The Eiffel Tower looked more breathtaking with every minute. Then, there was the midnight love song serenade and a marriage proposal!
If only they came from just one man. It did not and this is where I have to take you back to that midnight drama along River Seine.
One a.m., Patric and I were at each other's throats. And not in a sensual way either!
But we did get on really well. There were some romantic moments too! But I am not jaded without a reason. His no-committal signs were my red light. I proceeded with caution, I reacted with detachment.
Problem is, everyone else seemed to think we were attached. Gee Gabe, I don't know, why we didn't manage to fool them. Perhaps the holding hands and lingering looks has got something to do with it?
"You've asked her to marry you yet?" one Frenchman asked out of the blue as we sat infront of the Notre Dame.
We laughed it off.
"Tell him, I'm your boyfriend," Patric whispered.
"He's not my boyfriend." I grinned at Frenchman through gritted teeth. Now, it is one thing to not want to be with me, and another to not let others be with me.
Frenchman and his posse of four proceeded to flirt with me. Then started an impromptu hip hop rendition about marrying me (I have to admit the French have excellent musical taste!
"I can't believe he asked you to marry him infront of me!" Patric joked as we walked away later.
"Why not? Someone has to!" I joked back.
It was no joke - he was jealous and I was milking it
We headed to a bar in the Latin Quarter and the queries to our status quo continued. I decided to play nice and left it vague.
Back to River Seine at 1 am.
"Elle, it's weird huh, having a dozen people asking us what we are to each other?" Patric started.
"I think I should clarify with you. I enjoy being with you. You are fun and so cool. But at this point in time, I am not looking for a relationship. I just want us have fun and I hope we are on the same page?"
My fireworks exploded.
"You are soo patronising!" I went. "What makes you think I need clarification? I was the one who told everyone you were not my boyfriend, remember? You have given me enough hints the whole weekend. What makes you think I want anything from you?" I shouted for all of Paris to hear. It must have echoed down the River towards the French suburbs too..
The drama went on for four hours. He could not see how insulting he was. I could not see how irrational I was. The cocktails no longer seemed like a great idea.
Here I am today, nursing my flu (nope, no heartbreaks- I'm slightly wiser!
Deep down, I know it really is not his fault. Sure, he should have guessed that no one travels across the ocean, at the last minute to have a mere fling. Flings could easily be had in London- it would have been cheaper.
As much as I tried to refute that I am not expecting anything from him, I lie. In all honesty, I was. Never mind that I was not wholly attracted to him. I was caught up in the moment and as jaded as I thought I was, there is still that predominant trait inside of me that believes in love, Mr Right and magical moments.
Patric has proven to be just one in the long line of wrong men. And I am tired of being yet another wrong boy's, wrong girl.
Of all the people I know, I have been the one who have met too many wrong guys. The law of statistic does not seem to apply with me. Perhaps I should just move to Paris with its equally romantic French men? Now Gabe, wouldn't that be ultra dramatic!
Passionately Wrong (Again),
Elle Sheri xo
(C) Elle Sheri. All Rights Reserved. *Excerpts from Maroon 5 ''She will be Loved"
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