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August 03

The Science of Being Dumped & Adam Rodriguez..

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"Don't wanna play house no more .."

Dear Gabrielle,

Another day, another heartbreak. Bet you did not see that coming. Yup, I know - how predictable. I can almost hear you say, 'Okay, Elle is dating again. People, better get the tissue paper ready!'

The difference this time round is...

For the first time in my life, I was dumped.

I can't get my head round this dumping concept. So okay, you know and I know, that my speciality is vague endings. Endings with ends so loose you don't even know where anything begins and if anything has even ended..

This dumping thing with all of its 'spending two hours with someone analysing causes and effects' is one hell of an alien concept to me. It makes me feel like my favourite CSI Agent ...

Adam Rodrigues, yumm... can you say closure any faster?

Right. Back to my point.. when does matters of the heart gets to be rocket science? Why am I even so calm and accepting the logic of him dumping me?? Am I not supposed to throw plates or better still, rocks at the boy? Somebody, give me some rocks now..

Oh Gabe, it is useless. Keep your rocks. This dumping thing has brought out a 'Rational Elle'.. very bizarre, I know!

Anyway, for someone with major issues of abandonment, you would think that being dumped would be my greatest nightmare. You know what? It was. All my life, I have acted and made decisions in the sole motivation of not being dumped. I hide my true thoughts and feelings so as not to be offensive. I play games to sustain a man's interests. Tonight, I realised that being dumped is really not as bad as I thought.

Sure I only had to cry. On his shoulders and on one's platboy (the platboy is gonna taunt me about it for months, no doubt!)

Sure, I even had to torture Shania and Ally with all the evil specifics. But you know what Gabe? By the end of the night, I felt like the biggest burden have been lifted. I actually found myself laughing at everything. I mean look at this entry for God's sake. Not a slight trace of weepiness.. nada!!

Why am I laughing Gabe? Am I going psycho? Well that's one possibility. Another is that, somewhere around the corner is a new boy waiting to make or break my heart.

This time round though, my sole motivation is to be the real me. I am not going to play games or hold back my true self. From tonight, yours truly have no fear (okay maybe a weeny bit) of being dumped.. and boy, is she gonna wreak havoc on those future unsuspecting boys. Unleash this dragon, come what may!

Passionately Freed,

Elle Sheri xo

*Excerpts from Mary J. Blige's ''Enough Crying"

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	Alice nwrote: sorry pe you arefeeling better now You sound nice 24 Sept.
	Emzwrote: Oh and, I must say, you're very strong;) 5 Aug.
	Emzwrote: Ooo! The makes me think of the time I was thinking of making a quote along the lines of... (which I never did in the end).... something like... you have to be yourself, because if you attract someone while you're somebody else... you won't be able to hide who you truely are for the rest of your life... 5 Aug.
	Carlos Reyeswrote: Oh Sheri, How a sweet and romantic girl like you is dumped well it puzzled me up. The good thing is that you seem to learn very well with the experience. So you like Adam Rodriguez, Uhmm it seems that you might have a taste for latin guys lol. Have a lovely summer day! Hugs from devil's land Carlos PS: Your Space looks great after the upgrade, cool! 5 Aug.
	Susanwrote: Being dumped is a clean break. It's wonderful, in a horribly painful sort of way. At least you talked it out and realize fully someone else is around the corner. Midnight...I don't know what's going on there elle my dear. It's all fallen into this horrible gray area that makes my head hurt. It hurts right now at the brief thought of him. I'd write about it in my blog but I just don't have it in me. I'm tired. Work, however, is highly exciting right now. A week from tomorrow I fly off to minneapolis for a show. It's 5 days of pampering and someone else's tab. What more could a girl ask for? ;) I hope all is well in your part of the world! kindest wishes and a heartload of hope, susan 4 Aug.
	Alexwrote: Hello CSI Man yes he is hot as! LoL Clearly this stupid boy is as the rest of them are - a stupid boy! Going out Saturday and Sunday, Saturday in Bolton and Sunday in Bury. Should be good. My friend is 20 tomorrow so we are having a weekend of celebrations for it! Hope you are feeling better - he is not even worth it. You are too pretty to cry over silly little boys xxx 3 Aug.
	T I N Awrote: Oh Elle, Normally, any friend would bear sympathy for someone who has just been let go...but not this time, nope! You don't need it!! Your strong, confidant self is shining through and I am sure that you are going to be just fine. Is there a new adventure 'round the corner for you? Hmmmmm...... ;) ~Tina 3 Aug.
	Coralwrote: Bit of a choon this Mary J actually! "somewhere around the corner is a new boy waiting to make or break my heart." Yes. Boiz and their stupidity. They'll never learn. They're just born idiotic. 8.30am, twice in one week. Is this a, "I'm awake so so should you be too" kinda thing?! I didn't text you back cos I thought it would be someone telling me something totally irrelevant. [Like a Boy] but it was you, and so when I woke up I replied Haha. 3 Aug.
	(no name) wrote: Duchess, come what may indeed. Rise above as I know only you can. I'll be laughing with you. FBK 3 Aug.

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